STOP abortion!

Hi, Mommy. I'm your baby. You don't know me yet, I'm only a few weeks old. You're going to find out about me soon, though, I promise. Let me tell you some things about me. My name is John, and I've got beautiful brown eyes and black hair. Well, I don't have it yet, but I will when I'm born. I'm going to be your only child, and you'll call me your one and only. I'm going to grow up without a daddy mostly, but we have each other. We'll help each other, and love each other. I want to be a doctor when I grow up.

You found out about me today, Mommy! You were so excited, you couldn't wait to tell everyone. All you could do all day was smile, and life was perfect. You have a beautiful smile, Mommy. It will be the first face I will see in my life, and it will be the best thing I see in my life. I know it already.

Today was the day you told Daddy. You were so excited to tell him about me! ...He wasn't happy, Mommy. He kind of got angry. I don't think that you noticed, but he did. He started to talk about something called wedlock, and money, and bills, and stuff I don't think I understand yet. You were still happy, though, so it was okay. Then he did something scary, Mommy. He hit you. I could feel you fall backward, and your hands flying up to protect me. I was okay... but I was very sad for you. You were crying then, Mommy. That's a sound I don't like. It doesn't make me feel good. It made me cry, too. He said sorry after, and he hugged you again. You forgave him, Mommy, but I'm not sure if I do. It wasn't right. You say he loves you... why would he hurt you? I don't like it, Mommy.

Finally, you can see me! Your stomach is a little bit bigger, and you're so proud of me! You went out with your mommy to buy new clothes, and you were so so so happy. You sing to me, too. You have the most beautiful voice in the whole wide world. When you sing is when I'm happiest. And you talk to me, and I feel safe. So safe. You just wait and see, Mommy. When I am born I will be perfect just for you. I will make you proud, and I will love you with all of my heart.

I can move my hands and feet now, Mommy. I do it because you put your hands on your belly to feel me, and I giggle. You giggle, too. I love you, Mommy.

Daddy came to see you today, Mommy. I got really scared. He was acting funny and he wasn't talking right. He said he didn't want you. I don't know why, but that's what he said. And he hit you again. I got angry, Mommy. When I grow up I promise I won't let you get hurt! I promise to protect you. Daddy is bad. I don't care if you think that he is a good person, I think he's bad. But he hit you, and he said he didn't want us. He doesn't like me. Why doesn't he like me, Mommy?

You didn't talk to me tonight, Mommy. Is everything okay?

It's been three days since you saw Daddy. You haven't talked to me or touched me or anything since that. Don't you still love me, Mommy? I still love you. I think you feel sad. The only time I feel you is when you sleep. You sleep funny, kind of curled up on your side. And you hug me with your arms, and I feel safe and warm again. Why don't you do that when you're awake, any more?

I'm 21 weeks old today, Mommy. Aren't you proud of me? We're going somewhere today, and it's somewhere new. I'm excited. It looks like a hospital, too. I want to be a doctor when I grow up, Mommy. Did I tell you that? I hope you're as excited as I am. I can't wait.

...Mommy, I'm getting scared. Your heart is still beating, but I don't know what you are thinking. The doctor is talking to you. I think something's going to happen soon. I'm really, really, really scared, Mommy. Please tell me you love me. Then I will feel safe again. I love you!

Mommy, what are they doing to me!? It hurts! Please make them stop! It feels bad! Please, Mommy, please please help me! Make them stop!

Don't worry Mommy, I'm safe. I'm in heaven with the angels now. They told me what you did, and they said it's called an abortion.

Why, Mommy? Why did you do it? Don't you love me any more? Why did you get rid of me? I'm really, really, really sorry if I did something wrong, Mommy. I love you, Mommy! I love you with all of my heart. Why don't you love me? What did I do to deserve what they did to me? I want to live, Mommy! Please! It really, really hurts to see you not care about me, and not talk to me. Didn't I love you enough? Please say you'll keep me, Mommy! I want to live smile and watch the clouds and see your face and grow up and be a doctor. I don't want to be here, I want you to love me again! I'm really really really sorry if I did something wrong. I love you!


I love you, Mommy.

Every abortion is just…

One more heart that was stopped.
Two more eyes that will never see.
Two more hands that will never touch.
Two more legs that will never run.
One more mouth that will never speak.

If you’re against abortion, reblog.

Save a life.

A really late THANK YOU

So, the Thank you is for my dearest friend Hans.



I would like to thank you for giving me a Best Friend award. I'm very grateful for it yet I didn't even know what I did to have the award but I still thank him for including me as one of his best friends.

Friends Forever as they say. I believe in this so I'll be giving my Best Friend Award just like Hans did to me. :)

1. Luisito Anton Tagaza (Bestest Best Friend)
2. Hans Brownsound (Kuya)
3. Marissa Exconde (Ex)
4. Kenneth John Pasaje (Pillows)
5. Ronacris Calata (Xo)
6. Hazel Vera Tan
7. Mary Ann Ong (Sis)
8. James Macaballug (Chick)
9. Elaine Macaballug
10. Justin Dulalia (Fuzzy)
11. Kaira Lebrilla (Kai)

CONGRATULATION!
I love you guys, you're so special to me. You played a big role in my life without you noticing. In times that I'm really down, you act as my hero. So, thank you for saving me. :)

Friends Forever!

Late!

This was supposed to be post August 24, 2010. But I was too lazy.

It wasn't my intention to be late. But I've figured it's better to go on to the second subject than to make a grand entrance during the exam in Information Communication (Computer Subject). Maybe by the end of my school hours, I'll go to my professor and take the exam even if it means I'll be in the room alone. If I'm not successful in finding him, I have no choice but to wait for the next meeting. I'm currently sitting in the stair way alone. Thinking what would my classmates or friends say to me. They're probably gonna ask why am I late for sure. Why I didn't attend the first subject. Do I have the right answers to answer their questions? From grade school until now, being late normally happens to me. A friend of mine said that the worst invention in the world is the alarm clock. I would have to agree, it's a force to wake us up from our humble sleep to start the day. My body clock was never fixed. I often get late. After school, I would sleep because I'm tired. Nap time should only be 30 minutes to 1 hour. But for me, I'll sleep until 6pm. Due to that I'll be a night owl or have insomnia. Nap time is the cause of insomnia according to research. It sucks!

Oh shit! 3 of my classmates are already here. I've ask them if the exam was hard. But they said no exam happened, all they did was something about the excel. Shit!

All I want to do is scream and say fowl words.

This day I declare as one of the most shitty day. I didn't attend the first subject. After waiting several minutes for the second class, General Chemistry. My friend ask me to join her to fix the fight between me and another friend. I'll definitely fail if I keep in doing this things. I have no choice but to accept.

I Ai Anime 2010

I only had a week to prepare before the actually day of cosplay.

In SM Megamall Megatrade Hall 2
July 10-11, 2010

But I can only attend July 10 since it's Saturday. Can't go on Sunday because I still have church. In just one week, I managed to make two swords but failed to bring it with me. I've asked a lot of tailoring store for the price in making my costume. It was expensive so I rather make it myself. When I get home from school I immediately make it but can't help my sleepiness during afternoons. I already finished my homework at school so that I have time in making my costume at home. My mom also helped me in making it. Props are made in just one day before the cosplay. This cosplay was a total rush for me. FYI that was my first time. Still looking forward for other events. Next will be on October, same place.

My character is Momo Hinamori from Bleach

On the left is another cosplayer acting also as Momo Hinamori. The character as you can see is on the right side.

Costume


And me wearing the costume which is hand made by me.

If you're curious who's the guy beside me. He is Justin, my church-mate. He even picked me up at my house and accompanied me together with another friend. In the morning, I was actually busy because I still have a class to attend. Haha!

These are the pictures while we are going around the mall. Enjoy!
Note about this picture:
We are actually in the grocery, currently in the candy section. I wanna buy Skittles. And the guy in front of me is our friend Kristopher. :)

This is how I look on my back view. Haha!

Anyway, I'm currently looking for new characters that can be suitable for me. There's a lot that I've chose but only one will be chosen. Good luck to me about that.

Cosplay on October!

First day of College

After graduating high school. I got a sense of feeling that college won't be the same as high school. Though I know the difference but not that much. I'm still a kid mentally and thinking that I won't fit in a matured filled school or should I say University.

Everyday of my summer vacation, I always think about what my life would be in college? Will I be matured and forget the things I used to love? Be a loner for I am different? Act like somebody else? And mostly what I always tell my friends "I'll get lost in such a big school in my first day, definitely!" So, I would say that half of my summer vacation, I was thinking about negative things. Bad, I know. I shouldn't be like this. For I was the one that give courage to my friends but I can't even help myself. How selfish of me.

The time has come for me to go to the University. It was one jeepney ride away from my home. 10-25 minutes travel time. First day, I know what to do. Ask for directions and shut the hell up! Just that. Luckily I didn't get lost. Congratulations to me! Yey! Like always we need to introduce ourselves in front of the whole class. Others think I have an accent or others just don't care. The professor commented about my voice. He said that it was perfect for call center agents. Well, I'm sorry but I don't want that job. He also asked me what I look for a guy. Is that even necessary? As I try to survive my first day, I was accompanied by my so-called new temporary friends. But for me, I look like a puppy dog following them around. I know one friend which was my classmate when we were in second year high school but we aren't that close so we don't talk much. A few subjects has passed and time was gone finally we made it up to the last subject. It's drawing fundamental where we will enhance our drawing skills. Since I was bored waiting for the professor I sudden wanted to draw anything in my pad. My cousin James went on my mind and there I drew my own version of his drawing. It's a chibi dude. Just that, nothing special. A girl in my class sit up next to me. Staring, looking in love. It was weird for me. Until the end of class, she's still staring at me and spoke up to me saying "You're cute, I like you. I was staring at you since the first class." At my mind I was saying "WTF? Are you lesbian?" But I silently answer with a smile. So weird yet knowing that someone appreciate me on the first day was awesome. The professor didn't show up, home is my next and last destination for the day. What a rough day. I mostly hate first days. So now is better.

Trying to survive

Level Up! Inc problem

I love the game Ragnarok! For those who doesn't know what it is. Ragnarok is one of the most popular game in the Philippines also in other countries. It's cute and easy to play. Everyone can play it, whether you're female or male. I got to know it from my sister and her friends since I was 9 years old. I'm not addicted to it because I don't play it always. Not like other people who would do like almost everything to play it. Even spend their time and forget about the important things just to play it. That is not good.

Anyway, I kinda got concerned because of my friend complaining. He spent money, time and effort. And for this day, he will just be surprised that EVERY GAME is on maintenance except Flyff. Without people knowing. What is that? They should let everyone know. Because these people love their games. Even their website is unavailable. I posted a comment saying

"Urrrggghhh!!! I feel sorry for my friend for YOUR MISTAKE! Though, I know you guys are doing everything you can. But letting a LOT of people down is not tolerable! Hope this never happens again. >.<"

I still respect Level Up! Inc. Come on! People are hoping to play the game any time they want. That is just rude to interrupt them giving a surprise news which is bad. Of course, lot of people will be complaining. Geeez! Aren't they evening thinking? I hope this won't happen again, if it will. Then, they should be wise.

Think before you do something

Fresh Tears

I won't cry!!! Waaaaah!

I can't help myself cry also because my Bestest Best Friend is crying.

Its been a long time since we met each other.

God bless everyone!
Especially you my Bestest Best Friend! ^^

I miss and love you!

Sweet sixteen is sweet!

It was fun celebrating my birthday. Now, that I'm 16. I feel so old to my friends at school. But I can't wait to turn 17. Because my mom said when I'm 17, I get to have driving lessons. Yeah! Its been 3 years since I was dreaming of driving. All I can drive was a bump car in the amusement park. But that's normal for a beginner, I think.

My birthday was fun, at the same time. It sucks! Because it was Sunday. It doesn't really suck that much. But what can I do to make it change? I rather accept it then. I celebrated my birthday at church. That day was a General Conference at Buendia Chapel. First thing at the morning when me and Ate Lyra with our moms. I have a huge smile on my face. Because the first to greet me was Keith Daniel Tubongbanua, a very nice friend of mine. Then slowly, everyone starts greeting me. I was happy! Though, I did got hungry. Haha! After the conference was family time. What can be more happier than spending time with your love once?

After a few days of turning 16, I received a blessing. It was from the University of Makati. And guess what? I got a scholarship. Isn't that nice? Woohoo!

Thank you time!

Gifts:

Skittles! My favorite! This was given to me 2 days before my birthday by Justin Dulalia. I was extremely happy because its my FAVORITE!



This is one of my favorites when I was a kid. Nerds! Given to me by my beloved kuya Plegone Anicete.

Strepsils. You might think it's weird that someone would gave me that. But Its helpful really. Because a week before my birthday I was suffering in loss of voice and sore throat. It was actually for him because just like me he was suffering in loss of voice and sore throat but he decided to give it to me since it was my birthday. From a very nice friend Keith Daniel Tubongbanua.


A lollipop? You got to be kidding me? No. It was given by my sister Lenny Marie Balangan-Anicete. Even though, it was just a small gift. It is still precious to me. I don't care if it's expensive or not. It's from my sister and I love her!

Greeting (facebook):

And from my Bestest Best Friend

Caring for me even though he is sick.

Greetings (text messages):

Marissa Exconde
Cyril Edev Sofia
Juan Miguel De Guia
Keith Daniel Tubongbanua
Lara Suva
John Angelo Zambrano
Hazel Vera Tan
Mykee Marie Munoz
Lira Von Beaflet

Age is just a number.

How Can I Be - Nela Otuafi

Lyrics:

How can I be like my brother Nephi?
and My father Lehi of old?
How can I be like Captain Moroni
In the wars that were told?

How can I see forever
Like the promise to the three Nephites?
I wanna be Samuel the Lamanite
I wanna be Benjamin the Wise
I wanna be like Abinidi
Oh tell me how can I be like them?

How can I be like Alma the Younger,
Strong servant of the Lord?
How can I be like Mighty Ammon,
Whose heart was his sword?

How can I be a stripling warrior,
And learn to fight by faith?
I wanna be Samuel the Lamanite
I wanna be Benjamin the Wise
I wanna be like Abinidi
Oh tell me how can I be like them?

How can I be like my brother Joseph,
When he prayed in the grove of trees?
How can I have the strength that he had
And the love he had for God?

How can I be courageous
And strive to choose the right?
I wanna be Samuel the Lamanite
I wanna be Benjamin the Wise
I wanna be like Abinidi
I wanna be like Jesus Christ
Oh tell me how can I be like Him?
Oh tell me how can I be like Him?

It's a wonderful song! What else can I say? Haha!

Happy Easter!

Married Life

It's already 9:54pm. Five (5) minutes ago, I took a quiz about Prediction of future Married Life in facebook.

This is the Results:

Dear Katherine Marie Deleon, below are Prediction result of Your Future Married Life:
How will you choose your Mr Right? You will make the most of being able to shop around for Mr Right. You love your freedom and will have a lot of fun learning about what sort of man you like. When you do find the guy for you, nobody will be able to keep you away from the church.

Who will be your future Mr Right?:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Your future hubby will be lovely and sweet
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : But a little immature - possibly even a spoilt brat! This guy will trigger your maternal instinct
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You'll always be willing to watch his back and clean up his mess
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : He might be the same age as you are or even younger

When will you get married?:

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : As soon as you fall in love
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You'll want to grab your man and hang on to him
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You will probably marry very young
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : So it would be wise of you to think carefully before committing

What sort of wife will you be?:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are a bit tricky
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You might pretend to be a sensitive and caring wife in his eyes
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : But you'll be ready to laugh at him behind his back and eventually you may even leave him for another man

Will you and your husband have a good time together?:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You and your spouse will choose to spend time on more romantic activities
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You won't end up quite as healthy
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : But you'll have plenty of fun going out for drinks
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Watching concerts or playing cards at home with other friends

What will your children be like?:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Your kids will be very naughty
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : They will often get into trouble but you will have a great time bringing these fun-loving kids up
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : They are lively and smart

How loyal are you?:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You get along very well with most guys

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Sometimes your friendliness misleads others to think that you're a bit of a flirt
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : But actually you've got a loyal heart
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You'll never have eyes for anyone except your beloved husband

Most of it are true about me. But I don't really understand "L-O-V-E" So, how is this suppose to come true?

May be it will be just from time to time. I'm still young, I guess...

You won't recognize that it's already

TIME.

Is being too serious bad?

Does socializing real required? It's HARD! (For me)

I'm not unfriendly, I'm just not in the mood to talk.

A friend of my mom and my aunt talked to me. She thought I have a boyfriend and said "He loves you". I was like huh? Then she changed it immediately to father. In my mind I was saying, How dare you joke about me with dad. But I can't say that, I have respects for adults. I really don't like joking about dad. If ever I saw him one day, I don't know what would I feel. How would I react? I'm confused!

Will I be glad to see him again?

or

Anger will prevail for leaving us behind?

It's so weird. I'm a normal kid, but why am I living in a lie? Trying to be happy when I'm not. Maybe that's the reason why I have friends. To keep me happy and not alone. Most of my friends are male but I still have female friends. My BFF is a male also. Haha! I guess it's because males are easier to hang out than female. No offense! Just telling the truth.

Well have a great day or night and I hope you don't let your head explode. Just kidding!

GOD BLESS!

REMEMBER: Talking about my dad is disturbing me. And I don't like to talk about it anymore unless its an open forum.

Firework Entertainment to Terror

Last Sunday. Yeah, Fireworks are great to see. They light up the dark sky with different colors. People stare with amazement in their eyes.

As second to the last show of the Pyro Musical. In SM Mall of Asia, the biggest mall in Asia located here in the Philippines. We are so lucky to be Pinoy. (Back to the story) My mom wanted to go there and see even one of their show of the year. I don't really wanna go because I know there will be a lot of people who want to watch the fireworks also. A lot of people means crowded. That is just one of my many reasons why I don't want to go.

1. I'm Lazy
2. Crowded
3. I rather stay home
4. I want to watch Glee
5. I still have to study
6. Facebook!

See! I have reasons but I can't resist my mom. All of that reasons are wasted. When we got there, I was right! So many ants! If I see many people and it's crowded, I call them ants. Even though, I'm one of those people I call ants. Like the last few years. We look for a spot where we are comfortable and able to see the show. We looked, walked and squeezed ourselves in many people until we found a place. The show was kinda late for an hour and a half. It's not that long to kill my feet. Good thing I brought the camera with me. Because I was so bored while waiting and also my mom. She said that I should bring my cellphone even though the touch screen isn't working. The camera for me to taking random pictures. And my crappy cellphone for my mom. She likes the games. Haha!

After an hour and a half, we started hearing announcements and music. There the show started. Everyone was amazed on the beautiful fireworks display. Though I think the time we waited was longer than the show we watched. Haha!

1 hour and a half + 1 hour of the show = 2 hours and a half

In that 2 hours and a half we got hungry. Another walking around the mall to look for a restaurant. But as we look around, I saw Comic Alley! A store full of anime. We bought 2 mouse pad. Then continued, we gone to the food court. I bought chicken and my mom with two viand. I don't even know what it is. But it looks yucky. Eww! Haha!

Like usual, going in the mall isn't complete if we don't shop. That's in my opinion, what about yours? We gone to the department store and the grocery! It's my # 2 favorite store. First is the bookstore, because books feeds our mind but our brain can't process without food in our stomach. I love food!

Phew! Walking and shopping around the biggest mall in Asia is tiring. And some stores are beginning to close. I guess it's time to shut off. Well, time to go home. We waited for how many bus since many of it was full. My mom no longer wanted to wait for another bus to pass. She decided for us to take the ordinary bus. It means the bus without air-con. While in the bus, my mom was telling me all about the dangers in taking a ordinary bus. My mom didn't like riding in an ordinary bus but we have no choice unless we wait more time to find a air-con bus. Finally, we reach our house but we're like a worn-out dress. So tired! As I put my bag down my bed, I noticed that my bag was opened. And I know it was the place where I put my cellphone. I searched my whole bag and it was gone. I prayed to God to help me. And he did, he gave me strength to tell my mom. Because I'm afraid that my mom would be mad at me. I told my mom the truth that my cellphone was stolen. I can't lie anymore even though I want to. I just can't. My mouth always tell the truth. But that's a good thing right? Sure, my mom kinda punished me or scold me. While she was doing that, I can't say a word. I was shivering, you can see it in my fingers. It's like an earthquake inside me. I can't take it, I ran to the bathroom and covered my eyes. Then, I went to bed. I cried myself to sleep. I slept early, I woke up very early since I couldn't sleep anymore. Since I don't know what to do, I tried watching any channel in tv. 6am to 6:20am. For 20 minutes my chest was hurting. I don't know why but it was my first time. I didn't tell my mom about it. I tried to continue my daily routine like normal but the only difference was me being silent. School time arrived, I told one of my friends to stop texting me, I told her what happened. Slowly, more people are being aware about my phone. They tried to cheer me up, so it was good. I felt better. Thanks to my friends!

Thanks to all my friends!

Graduation Song

Only a few days to count before Graduation. I can't believe that time is so fast. It's like I'm still a kid playing on the arcade with my friends. But I'm not, I'm a teenager soon to be an adult. I wished there was a way to stop time. Recently, I posted a music video in facebook.

A tribute to all the moms for making us successful in graduating. And soon, when I'm an adult. I'll be saying this phrase in many people with my mom.

"What I am today, is because of my mom."

I always loved my mom!

Entrance Exam

Wake up in the morning feeling like P Diddy. Grab my glasses I'm out the door. Haha! You really think I'm going to sing that? No way! Haha! I did like that song but not totally. Some lines are stupid and I think the music video is lame. Sorry to offend the tik tok fans! But if you think on the positive side then you're GREAT!

I woke up 5:58am in the morning which was late from the time I was planning in my head.

This is my plan:
4:45am Wakey - wakey
4:45am - 5am Check mail!
5am - 6am Get ready...
6am - 6:30am Eat human food while watching the news
6:30am - 6:40am Go to Abby Bear's house (Meeting place)
6:40am - 7am Do anything
7am Be early in the University
8am Time for the test
10am Woohoo! Free day!

But all of that went out of hand. Wakey - wakey turned into 5:58am. I had managed to rushed the things I needed to do before going to Abby's house. While walking I was expecting Jackie to be there before me but she wasn't there. So, I moved on waited for Abby. Waiting for her was a little boring. I was disturbed seeing her my mom and grandma killing a chicken. Seeing it was horrible because it was my first time to see it with my two eye in front of me. Eating a chicken is yummy but seeing it blood, NO! It also stinks. Eww! I feel pity for the chicken.

Finally! Abby was done, still no sign of Jackie. We decided to wait for a little bit longer but it's almost 7am. We already gone to the University, hoping that we would see her there. And we did. So many students and it's so hot! Any of us three didn't even ate breakfast. We're hungry! The giving of the test was late also. I guess not only wakey - wakey was late but also the test. We started at 9am since the management are still managing our rooms and sits. In short, they aren't prepared for the students that will be taking exams. It wasn't a hassle for me as long as I'm following the directions. Abby and Jackie are roommates while I go by myself in another room. I sat in the table in the middle. And in one table there are 4 students but since it's the in the middle, one was absent. Someone in the table recognized me being a student from his school. I guess we're schoolmate. He started chatting with me because we have something in common and that is being in the same school. He asked me random questions but not personally question. I was shocked because he is more talkative than me. The giving of the test papers are getting close. And I'm nervous, I tap my feet when I'm nervous. As I got the attendance sheet, I changed it immediately because they spelled it wrong.
De Leon, Katherina Marie
Where it was supposed to be De Leon, Katherine Marie. I was like WTH? But the good thing is I didn't look on the negative side, no one is perfect. Many people are making wrong things including me. English has 4 different test, Filipino with 3 different test, Math with 4 different test and General Information. English, Filipino and General Information was easy but Math not quite. I was still in the Basic Math when he started saying that Algebra is hard. I got in the point where was right. It was hard. Geometry was easier though. Two of my seatmates were done leaving me alone in the table. I don't care if I'm alone as long as I pass this test. In the end, I finished the test and gone out of the room like we were supposed to. My officer saw me walking out and he joined me. Asking me if I will join ROTC? I'm not sure if I will be joining it but if I changed my mind maybe I will. I met Abby in the gate telling her that Algebra was hard. We went home together and I even bought her a snack since we were hungry.


When I got home, first question my mom asked me was "How was the test?" I have to tell her what happened about Algebra but luckily I answered it all. My mom was inviting me for lunch outside home. She didn't want to cook. I rested a little bit and the gone out with her. While eating a lot we talked about my classmate, seatmate in the test and my roots too. Because I'm curious about them. It was amuzing how she managed to tell me all about it. We stayed in the restaurant like two hours chatting and eating. After that we went to my favorite store none other than the bookstore! We bought the things we needed and gone home. Since I was stuffed with the food I ate. I slept immediately. Oh, it was relaxing!


I thought that I would sleep straight for a long time. But my mom woke me up inviting me to join her in a seminar. I was so sleepy, I didn't even want to wake up. Until she said that my cousins will be there. Well, join her to make her happy than a loner of the night. I didn't know that the seminar will be held at a hotel in the Grand ball. I was thinking of a normal seminar where I could sleep while people are listening and no body could notice me. I'm bad! Haha! I'm a good girl. I was chatting with my cousin so I won't be bored. If ever I got bored, i have my camera with me to take pictures. The time passed and it's eating time! (Dinner) It is two long buffet for two sides. So many choices, I got a plate for every meal. I think our table was the one with the most plates. Winner! Haha!


My morning was busy. My afternoon was fun learning about my root. And my evening was stuffed with food! Over all this day was fun! Busy yet enjoying. ^^

January-February health

Did you know that I was sick all this time?

I'm sick with boils. Boils is the most common among the prevalent diseases during summer. I had my first boil near my eye on January 1 2010. What a way to start the year! Me and my family thought it was only a pimple but as it grows bigger, it started to hurt more and began to affect my eye and eye sight. My mom brought me to the hospital for check up. The doctor said that I need to rest and take medication. Darn, a capsule was expensive. And I need to drink it 3 times a day for a week. That's too much! Plus my daily and monthly medicines to keep me healthy. But I'm not a drug addict or anything. After a week it shrunk until it was gone. But it left me with a poor eye sight. That's why I had to wear glasses. To have a clear vision and in the same time, to hide the big scar but not totally big.

I continued to have boils not only in my face but also in my body. Think of all the pain I been to but I felt numb. I already had 10 boils and another one currently in my chin. It hurts like hell! I was absent for two days because of this. I always feel dizzy and cold. I had a fever, headache and backache. I can't even smile! But the worst thing about it was not being able to eat normal. Oh my sweet macaroni! I'm hungry! My mom bought me dough nuts. I guess I like eating dough nuts when I'm sick. Weird right? In all the time I have, Why does it have to be this day? I hope it goes off by February 28. I have a test for the university I'll go into. Pray for me to pass ok? Having a boil sucks! I asked my mom if it's a sickness for having continues boils. She just laughed. She said that it was a hormonal imbalance and she advised me to drink Splina. Splina is a chlorophyll drink. I still have this monster in my face. I almost cried because of the pain. Ouch! I hope this will be the last of it. I hope.

Aray!

It was 1:15am. Just finished my project for English subject. I had to rush it that evening because I was so busy with Facebook and laziness strike me. A reason why I had to do my it because of my teacher. She said "No Project, No Test". No test means automatically zero. I don't want that to happen now that I'll be graduating High school. So long high school life, as I continue my journey. I will be a college student after High school. Woah! That's pretty dramatic. Haha!

The time that I was going to bed, my mom fixed herself to straighten up and give me some space. I have to share bed with her since mine is kinda old. But as she move, she says ARAY! (Ouch!) and said that her heart aches. It hurts for me to hear her suffering. But what can I do? I feel so useless! >.< Then she continued to sleep. I hope she would be fine after all this.

I woke up at 3am in the morning. My mom was asking for water. Of course, I have to get. Every move and sound she make. I can't darn dare to watch or listen. Why does my mom has all the major sickness and I don't? Sometimes, I promised to myself that if God wants me to choose on who will die first. I choose myself, I don't want to see my mom dying in front of me. In all the crazy things I do, I still love her.

I love you mom!

People who are rushing, always makes mistakes.

People who are rushing, always makes mistakes. Just like me, in school during Trigonometry me and my groupmates were so happy that we was the first one to finish the task but instead of getting the highest score we were the second place because we made a mistake on the exponents due for not reading the instructions very well. On when i got home, while i was changing in home clothes, my kuya said "Get dress we're going to eat out." So, the time that i was ready, I asked my sister if i need to bring my house keys, and she said yes. After i got the keys from my bag, my kuya always says "Faster kath!" then also get my sandals and walked in the living room and laid my keys in the couch to put on my sandals. Now that everything was set and i was ready to go, I walked out of the house and closed the door. After i closed the door, i felt my hand that i was just holding my wallet and handkerchief. And just saying "Hey, hey!" just to get the attention of my sister and kuya. And i said "I left the keys inside." Though my sister was kinda not happy about it and I admit that i made a mistake, we left the house and gone to the mall. After we ate and all of us were so full, we went back home. Since we cannot open the door, lucky a guy came to help us out. He went up to the emergency ladder and enter the storage room. But the storage room has so many things. But we didn't mind if it get ruined as long he opens the door for us. Since were locked outside. Now, were pretty much relax. I will just have to remember not to forget the keys ever again.

FYI: Kuya means older brother in Philippines.