Aray!

It was 1:15am. Just finished my project for English subject. I had to rush it that evening because I was so busy with Facebook and laziness strike me. A reason why I had to do my it because of my teacher. She said "No Project, No Test". No test means automatically zero. I don't want that to happen now that I'll be graduating High school. So long high school life, as I continue my journey. I will be a college student after High school. Woah! That's pretty dramatic. Haha!

The time that I was going to bed, my mom fixed herself to straighten up and give me some space. I have to share bed with her since mine is kinda old. But as she move, she says ARAY! (Ouch!) and said that her heart aches. It hurts for me to hear her suffering. But what can I do? I feel so useless! >.< Then she continued to sleep. I hope she would be fine after all this.

I woke up at 3am in the morning. My mom was asking for water. Of course, I have to get. Every move and sound she make. I can't darn dare to watch or listen. Why does my mom has all the major sickness and I don't? Sometimes, I promised to myself that if God wants me to choose on who will die first. I choose myself, I don't want to see my mom dying in front of me. In all the crazy things I do, I still love her.

I love you mom!