Is being too serious bad?

Does socializing real required? It's HARD! (For me)

I'm not unfriendly, I'm just not in the mood to talk.

A friend of my mom and my aunt talked to me. She thought I have a boyfriend and said "He loves you". I was like huh? Then she changed it immediately to father. In my mind I was saying, How dare you joke about me with dad. But I can't say that, I have respects for adults. I really don't like joking about dad. If ever I saw him one day, I don't know what would I feel. How would I react? I'm confused!

Will I be glad to see him again?

or

Anger will prevail for leaving us behind?

It's so weird. I'm a normal kid, but why am I living in a lie? Trying to be happy when I'm not. Maybe that's the reason why I have friends. To keep me happy and not alone. Most of my friends are male but I still have female friends. My BFF is a male also. Haha! I guess it's because males are easier to hang out than female. No offense! Just telling the truth.

Well have a great day or night and I hope you don't let your head explode. Just kidding!

GOD BLESS!

REMEMBER: Talking about my dad is disturbing me. And I don't like to talk about it anymore unless its an open forum.